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photography as a healing art – chapter one

Through the Eyes of a Child

Were you fascinated by photographs as a child? I can remember looking at photo albums time and time again growing up.  There was a certain comfort, a feeling of being safe, the warmth of family.

I’m so thrilled that my mother and grandmother loved to take family photos.  What would I do now without them?  The one above provides so many memories for me now. My twin sisters with their identical clothing, my mom’s sense of fashion, the dinnerware on the bar that I now have today, the violets my mom grew prolifically on the window sill, the bar stools that we sat on for every meal together as a family.  It takes me right back to that time…a time I’ll never forget.

During my corporate years I rarely took photos.  But I did have one picture that went with me to every office I occupied throughout my career.  One of a small sail boat on a body of calm water.  It had a Monet feel to it.  Whenever I had stressful days (and boy there were lots of them!) I would go into my office, close the door and just gaze at that picture.

Now I find myself capturing moments like that with my camera.  Whether it’s a scene in Central Park, dried grasses on the farm, or cacti in the desert, it’s looking through the lens and having similar feelings like I did when I looked at those photographs as a child.  There’s a wave of comfort and warmth that comes over me as I try my best to capture those feelings to share with you.

Next week:  Chapter Two – Seeing Our Way Clear

(This is the beginning of a series of posts on Jan Phillips’ book, God is at Eye Level, Photography as a Healing Art.  You can visit the first post here.)

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photography as a healing art

 

Walk in the woods

“Are you a photographer?”  The first question that many people ask when they see my camera.  I’ve always struggled with that question and hesitation creeps in to provide an answer.

So when do you call yourself a photographer?  Anyone with a camera or an iPhone can take photos.  But does that make you a photographer?  I’ve always thought you’d call yourself a photographer when you made money at it, and I’m far from that happening especially in today’s world of thousands of photographers.  Then when I think of “amateur photographer” for some reason it doesn’t seem to represent the seriousness of my passion for photography. To me in today’s world, amateur seems to have more of a meaning like you don’t quite measure up, you don’t qualify as a professional, and in general…you’re not really that good at something.  Thus, my struggle.

So today, while reading one of several new books that I recently ordered, finally someone makes sense with the term amateur photographer.  Jan Phillips’ book, God is at Eye Level, Photography as a Healing Art nails it for me.  I needed to be reminded that the latin root of the word amateur is the verb amare, to love.  An amateur is someone who does something for the pure pleasure of it.  Now here’s another important part.  “For an amateur, the important thing is the experience, not the accomplishment.”  To be totally honest here, I do want my photographs to have impact, to evoke some sort of emotion when someone views them, but the bottom line for me is the experience.

Whether I’m on the farm or in my city or in the desert or on my travels, I enjoy the experience.  I enjoy getting lost in a field of weeds, a section of the woods or the desert, a neighborhood in MY city or a brand new country…and by getting lost I mean, hours go by and it seems like minutes.  It’s getting so excited the moment my eyes lands on the subject…the experience of varying the composition…the capture…then the process of downloading my photos in an eagerness to view the outcome.  Simple, yet thrilling to me.

Just reading this section of Phillips’ book has finally given me the confidence to say, I’m an amateur photographer and feel good about it!  What about you?  Have you ever struggled with this?  I’d love to hear your thoughts.

On a side note, Phillips dedicates her book to “all the photographers who are using their vision in the service of community and compassion, making images that inspire us and remind us of the beauty that is ours to safeguard and honor.”  I’m so struck with her spiritual teachings that I’m going to re-read each chapter, reflect and share my thoughts with you.  So once a week, look for the title of my post, Photography as a Healing Art.  I will welcome your thoughts!

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eli

eli

How often does one get to hang in a very artsy and homey apartment in the upper west side and talk photography all evening long and get a personal slide show from a world renowned photographer?

Eli Reed was raised in poverty, worked as an orderly in a hospital’s cancer unit and put himself through Newark School of Fine and Industrial arts where he learned photography and the art of printing.  He then worked at a newspaper and years later became a highly respected photographer, not only at Magnum but built a reputation as one of the best photographers in the motion picture industry.  And oh, what a storyteller he is!  His amazing stories took us through a time he accepted a volunteer position to help teach photography to inmates at a prison in upstate New York, putting himself right in the middle of a prison that the Ku Klux Klan was heavily represented… to his numerous experiences everywhere from war zones to the White House.

Today he makes his home in Austin, Texas and works as a professor of photojournalism at the University of Texas.  What advice does he have for his students and other young photographers?  Stop talking theory…don’t over-think the image…trust your instincts and listen to people.   What a pleasure and an unforgettable experience…

 

 

 

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droplets of joy

raindrops on a windshiled

Yippee! Today, I’m a guest over at Vision and Verb, a global gathering of women of this age!

A number of months ago, I came across Marcie Scudder’s blog and have been hooked every since.  When I take that first sip of coffee each morning, I’m greeted by her wonderful words and photography.  Marcie is the guru behind Vision and Verb.  She has gathered up a group of talented women all over the world that share their thoughts and creativity.  It was their camaraderie and supportive nature that drew me in.  Thank you Marcie for the opportunity!

Also, I just wanted to mention…this week I updated my site with photos from my India trip, added some of my special ones taken at my other home in Arizona, and tossed in a few new ones here and there in other categories.  Would love for you to take a look. This is a constant work in progress!

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connection

You and me

Review a month’s worth of photos to come up with ONE pic that gives me a strong connection to my heart and soul?  An image that when I look at it, it makes me feel something.  Wow.  Well this is Kat’s idea.  Kat, of Kat Eye Studio.  And well, it is probably a good exercise to look at the past month’s photos and pick ONE, just ONE, that really speaks to me.  So OK, I’m game.

Two hours later, I’m back.  Ok, hmm.  That was HARD.  But sooo insightful!  (thanks Kat!)

I feel this image because I love cards and letters.  Don’t get me wrong.  Emails and text messages are great.  But dontcha just love getting that card or letter in the mail?  Curling up in a big chair with a cup of coffee or a glass of wine to spend time with it, to know the person who wrote it put a bit of themselves in the envelope before they sealed it up… You can feel it, smell it, read it multiple times, keep it and pull it out years later…

I love #2 pencils too.  But that’s for another post.

Link it up and share a photo~heart connection with others…

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the willing eyes

the willing eyes

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an epiphany

This week I had an epiphany about my photography!

But, let me back up.  I mentioned a few posts ago that I’d started an on-line photography class, Susannah Conway’s Photo Meditations.  Besides her incredible teaching style (and UK accent!) the fabulous part about this class is sharing photos from our weekly assignments and receiving feedback from other classmates.  Every day I carve out time to view and comment on the work of others and since there are so many, one can’t take the time to study them all. So I click on a photo and only if it immediately speaks to me do I comment.  (And as mentioned before, receiving comments on your photography in your in-box throughout the day is SO uplifting!)

Well what I’ve found out about my photography is that I’m finally honing in on what I love to photograph and what I love to look at.

Wabi – Sabi.

If you’re familiar with the term then I applaud you.  I on the other hand, had never heard of it.  The term and short write-up in Catherine Anderson’s book, The Creative Photographer, caught my eye.  She explains that wabi-sabi is all about seeing beauty in the old.  As she mentions, we often pass right by old things, not noticing the beauty in the color of the patina on an old pipe or the peeling of paint on an old door.  She goes on to talk about how society emphasizes the beauty of the young, but often fails to notice the amazing beauty of an elderly person whose experiences are shown in their wrinkles and wise eyes. The page in her book stopped me dead in my tracks.  I realized for the first time, I see with wabi-sabi eyes.  The beauty in the elderly, the vintage pieces I collect, the photos I love to capture of old wood, rust patterns, and peeling paint.  So much beauty comes with age.

But I needed to learn more.  So this week time was spent on the internet to research wabi-sabi to better understand the term and to make absolutely sure it’s a word that will apply to my photography.

Now let me back up even more.  My love has always been for old stuff; vintage, worn, used, rustic, primitive, handcrafted.  I’ve collected so many items from my parents and grandparents; quilts, dinnerware, knitted sweaters, hats, and many household items too numerous to mention.  Several years ago after spending a long time visiting an elderly man, his daughter gave me his black leather chair when he passed away. Every time I look at that chair I think of my 96 year old friend sitting and reading his New York Times.  There’s no trading any of these items for the world.  The list goes on and on.

But I hadn’t connected my love of old stuff with my photography until this class.  You see wabi-sabi is the ancient Japanese art of finding beauty in things that are imperfect, old and worn.  Salvaged materials, handcrafted, vintage.  There’s a subtle spiritual side to it as well, as its roots lie in Zen Buddhism. (Can it get any more perfect?)  In Robyn Griggs Lawrence’s books (writer and speaker on topics ranging from green building to spiritual design to organic gardening) it’s all about “appreciating the simple and letting go of the superficial – the perfect antidote for a society in recovery from a decades-long consumerist binge.”

Now let me go a step further.  How nicely this fits in with my desire to help with Alzheimer’s through reminiscence photo therapy.  Ahhh…it’s all coming together!

So much to say, so much to learn, so much to do with this new found direction!  Now it’s off to spend a day at the New York City Public Library to learn all about wabi-sabi because there’s nothing better than turning the page of a real book!  Stay tuned!

tricycle at Arcosanti

captured at arcosanti in arizona

 Wabi suggests freshness and simplicity.  Sabi describes a beauty that is burnished by age…It’s a zen notion, a fleeting, imperfect accidental beauty – unpretentious, simple and intimate.  Wabi-sabi is akin to the inherent beauty within, something you can’t put your finger on…to open your senses to every detail, every glimmer, every breath of the breeze.  That is all part of wabi-sabi.  Daisuke Utagawa

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